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Hello, Is it ?

I’m an idiot, hello. This blog/junkyard/rant/soapbox/_____/is for fellow idiots on this journey, please move on if you in anyway have your sh*t together, and are in a place that judges me. I don’t read comments, I’m way to emotional, intuitive empath, etc. Ever heard of 49/51, yeah, that’s me. I’m attempting to do my part to contribute to the good of humanity, by sharing my shit as I currently am. Some daze, yeah wow, I’m a creative genius, other daze, wtf?, and sometimes lots of nothing because I’m under the covers.

but here’s the thing…I’ve lived too long too crazy, not to attempt offering gratitude, when I can. I’m kicking around names like peaceful patriot, I haven’t even googled/ducked it, did I just invented a new word, ducked? anyway.

I never really stood a chance in this life according to many experts, with capitol letters next to their names, at multiple times; like 2,5-7, 16-45?, Yeah. At first I bennifited from shit happening, then I made shit happen. And eventually my desire for the one thing that never gave up on me, began putting some days not daze together.

It will take awhile, it’s been decades, but I’m determined in my own small way to contribute to true world peace, and offer hope for anyone who has not yet felt any between their ears. Because if I have had multiple truces between my ears, than I know that so can many many more. I’m babbling because I’m nervous and scared, haven’t done this in awhile, not sure if I will again.

here’s a scribble;